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Kill me for my own sake
Sep. 28th, 2004 02:41 pmI can't ask a guy to date me.
It's a fact, I just can't. More I'm interest in a guy, less I'm able to ask him.
I think I'm falling in love with a guy I'm (sorta) working with. More I speak to him, more I wanna speak to him. I don't want him to go -- which is going to happen in two days.
At the beginning, I did just find him rather cute, and now I'm BLOODY FUCKINGLY falling. I didn't see when it did happen. He didn't make anything special (he didn't make anything at all : I can't say he lit up a beacon in the wind saying "fancy me !"), but I fell, nevertheless.
I'm tring despearatly not to : and behold my success...
I'm desperatly trying 'cause I know he's not interest in AT ALL, and I know I can't ask him. But I'm stupid.
The better would be for him to get away from me as quick as possible, else I will definitively be lost. Maybe I'm already : when we are speaking, I just wanna "jump" on him and kiss him. How girlish is that...
Wouldn't my life be easier if I could just have the courage to ask him ?
It's a fact, I just can't. More I'm interest in a guy, less I'm able to ask him.
I think I'm falling in love with a guy I'm (sorta) working with. More I speak to him, more I wanna speak to him. I don't want him to go -- which is going to happen in two days.
At the beginning, I did just find him rather cute, and now I'm BLOODY FUCKINGLY falling. I didn't see when it did happen. He didn't make anything special (he didn't make anything at all : I can't say he lit up a beacon in the wind saying "fancy me !"), but I fell, nevertheless.
I'm tring despearatly not to : and behold my success...
I'm desperatly trying 'cause I know he's not interest in AT ALL, and I know I can't ask him. But I'm stupid.
The better would be for him to get away from me as quick as possible, else I will definitively be lost. Maybe I'm already : when we are speaking, I just wanna "jump" on him and kiss him. How girlish is that...
Wouldn't my life be easier if I could just have the courage to ask him ?
